Thursday, January 26, 2012

oh my, my, my

oh my, my, my
how i love that chesser sky
oh my, my,my
i heard you sigh
even the sweetest words will make you cry
will you marry me?
will you be my wife?
i will marry you everyday for the rest of my life
we will plant a garden in each others heart
it will never grow weary if we love it from the start
oh my, my, my
here comes our life
i have waited for you my entire life
and how lovely it is, you chose me to be your wife










Wednesday, January 25, 2012

cooking with wine


the other day i decided that i would scratch off one of my thirty things
i cooked with wine!
 i went to the liquor store
bought me a swanky bottle of cabernet red wine
popped the bad boy open
and suprised myself
with amazing red wine braised short beef ribs
garrett just may survive my cooking after all
: )


red wine braised short beef ribs

what you will need:

1 pkg of cut beef short ribs, trimmed
kosher salt and freshly cracked black pepper
3 tablespoons of unsalted butter, divided
1 bottle cabernet red wine
4 cups low-sodium vegetable stock
4 cloves of garlic, peeled and smashed

this is what you do:
(listen up, this be the bible of the blues)

1. preheat the oven to 325 degrees f
2. pat ribs dry and season with kosher salt and cracked black pepper on all sides
3. heat 2 tablespoons of unsalted butter in a dutch oven
4. add the ribs and brown on all sides then transfer to plate
5. add garlic to dutch oven then after 1 minute carefully add your bottle of
red wine
6. bring wine to a boil until it is reduced to 1 cup
7. add the ribs back into the pot along with vegetable stock
8. reduce the heat and bring pot to a simmer and cover
9. transfer pot to oven to braise until meat falls off the bone or
about 3 hours
( it only took mine 1 hr 30 mins)
10. transfer ribs to a plate again and strain braising liquid in mesh sieve into a saucepan on medium high heat
11. simmer the liquid until thickened then add the remaining 1 tablespoon of butter
12. add ribs to saucepan if you like

















Monday, January 23, 2012

cheese is good in macalovi


this evening i joked with garrett of how
im going to have to place him in a nursing home after he
reaches the age of 86
...
after we both said our i love you's and nyny's
i decided i felt bad for saying that
so i sent him a text telling him
i was kidding about the nursing home threat
...

silly so silly

i'll take care of him when he can't take care of himself
and he will take care of me too
because that is how the love train boogies on down the tracks

cheesy so cheesy
but cheese is good in macalovi



















Thursday, January 19, 2012

catapult my heart


when i was a little girl
i dreamed of being a figure skater

when i discovered my voice
i dreamed of being found

i've grown into a woman now
and i have accompanied a few other dreams along the way

no, i never became a figure skater
and my voice never made it to nashville
..but..
its the dreams that you truly dream
within your heart
that shine through at last
watch
wait
be patient
see
dreams sprouting deep down from your soul
and you never knew they were even planted
they suprise you
catapult your heart in a new direction
the direction you were meant to travel all along
and that is when you know you are
living the dream

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

call on me


...well baby
when times are bad
now call on me darling
and i'll come to you...

..call on me darling
c'mon call on me darling
and i'll come to you...

your not alone, im here too..

.. i need you darling
like the fish need the sea..
so don't ya ever take your sweet love from me..

a man and a woman have each other baby
to find their way in this world

- janis joplin

everytime i hear her sing this song
my mind shuts off and my heart takes over my body acting as a generator
it is my record spinning
spinning round and round
in love
with these beautiful heart gasping lyrics
i cry
i close my eyes
i dance along with the rhythm
of each beat
from the beginning note
to the end
because
im so in love
just like this



Sunday, January 15, 2012

you are my moon


tonight i will rest my curtain away to the side
  i want to see a glimpse of the you lying beside me
im like a child, with you; there is no need to hide
my eyes rest easily below my brows, because with you i see the light

i need you while i put away my eyes
you see, you light up my sky
im like a child here in the night
say you will be my nightlight tonight; you never fail to share your light

i imagine you watch me as i sleep
& the night sky holds you like a mother would her baby
im like a child, with you; there is no need to weep
my eyes rest easily below my brows, because you are lying beside me

we will meet the cat who plays the fiddle
and sing hey diddle diddle
& we will catch the dish with the spoon
because you are my moon










Thursday, January 12, 2012

this heart

  
i can love you until the end of time
i can love you until the end of rhyme
i can love you until the end of every road
i can love you as long as every stitch that has ever been sewn
oh, but i can love you longer

i can love you more than my arms can hold
i can love you more than any vendor has sold
i can love you as strong as a flame on a candle
i can love you as much as a bridge can handle
oh, but i can love you stronger

i can love you as sweet as sugar cane
i can love you as sweet as a first kiss in the rain
i can love you until your heart valves pucker
oh, but i can love you sweeter

i can love you more than a heart is destined to love












hide the moon and the stars while i build this day stronger


oh say the day isn't over just yet
what a shame i have neglected so much time to remember 
tie the sun to a cloud just a little while longer
hide the moon and the stars while i build this day stronger
i will chase the sun, i will bring it back
i will stand in front of the moon to block its path
i will do this day all over to its best
i will do it well
and then will i rest


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

goodnight moon


my fingers seem to keep tap dancing
on this keyboard
they are as lost for letters as i am words

im just not feeling very clever tonight
 i feel peaceful
without thought
its quiet

sometimes it feels good
just to soak in the silence of the night

theres a steady humming coming from my ceiling fan
it's gently sprinkling dust particles
all over my room
while i lay here curled up
in my favorite cheetah blanket
allowing it

im alive and well though

i really need to dust that ceiling fan
tomorrow, that is

i just got off the phone with garrett
it's so nice to hear his sweet voice right before
closing my eyes for the night
usually im in a deep sleep when he calls
and i miss him
that has to be aggravating for him
this electric mattress pad could possibly be the culprit of the matter
but theres no way it is leaving the equation
it's much too nice
it must stay

goodnight moon







Monday, January 9, 2012

we will love and love always


love
it's driving home
feeling the love goosies rush past each hair on your arm
while you listen to the one song
that reminds you
of just how you felt
the moment you fell in love with him

my life feels beautifully chaotic at the moment
i can't seem to stop looking down at my finger
i just smile and go back to how it got there
i will remember these little moments
and smile

chaotic only in the sense
that now i have so many decisions before me
and i have no idea where to start

i've come to realize planning a wedding is a bit overwhelming too

it's funny though
because i have always dreamed of being in this moment in life
since i was a little girl
singing in weddings after weddings
watching every bride before me
walk down the isle to their groom
and now that it is here..
it's like i have bridal block
..instead of writers block

the dress
the flowers
the guests
the music
the hair
makeup
the cake

and before we can begin on any of the above
we have to set a date
it will all come together beautifully
i know it will

im still glowing from that night though
& i will never let this feeling grow dim
because i love him so

we will love and love always












Sunday, January 1, 2012

we're engaged!


"life is full of snap shot memories
and im a firm believer in writing down as many snaps as possible"

last night caught the beginning panoramic picture of our life
beautifully
im already crying and i haven't even started yet

happily happy tears are the tears my eyes cry

im going to marry the guy that caught my blue eyes in that restraunt that night
i felt drawn to you
i even contemplated finding you and telling you my name like a crazy person would
just so you would know i was on the same planet as you
here i am
which you already knew because i saw you staring while i tossed peanut shells over my shoulder
the love bug bit me hard
i knew i would see that guy again
and i did
God works in mysterious ways
im going to marry the guy that stole my heart on that park bench under that big tree
 in natchez overlooking the mississippi river
we both said that was the best date we had ever been on that night
and it was
im going to marry the guy that i fall more and more in love with everytime he is near me
you are my life now
your the first thought that comes to mind when i wake up each day
and the last thought when i close my eyes for the night

last night you took me back to natchez

cock of the walks famous cornbread, you, fried dill pickles and an exciting "firework show"
was what i thought would be the highlight of the night
i had no clue what was coming
at all
we sat on that park bench
it is "our spot" in the world
uncontrollable hiccup fits are always expected
but i never expected to see you kneel on one knee before me under that chesser cat moon
and hear such beautiful words run past your lips
at nine-thirty you realized you couldn't wait any longer
to tell me that i was your new years resolution
to make me happy for the rest of your life
i have always dreamed of that special moment
but this was beyond any dream i have dreamt before
i will always remember that night
you and i eating our to go box of fried dill pickles while we waited for the new year

im looking down at my ring right now and smiling
i want to make you happy for the rest of my life

we have something worth keeping around for a long, long time
we may have to eat a few burnt suppers at first but i will figure it out
you won't miss a single head scratch as long as you will watch armaggedon with me
every now and then
i promise



i love you past the stars