its a love rebirth

i know i seem like a girl who could write a sonnet devoted to love

well i could

my heart beats louder than it ever has

its practically beating right from my chest

bomp bomp bomp bomp

in and out each valve of its anatomy

for him

& if there was a prize for the girl with the biggest heart for her man

i believe i would win it

when i think, i write so im writing tonight

im happy

where i am now

with garrett

he is the greatest gift God could ever give me

he's pretty amazing

i was thumbing through some old journals the other day

there were so many memories that i had forgotten so easily

 God obviously has alot to do with the way the heart works

its almost like your born again when you find that special someone

instead of a spiritual rebirth

its a love rebirth

what a silly way to talk of love right?

i had laid those memories to rest so long ago

i found a difference in how i talked of love then & now

not that i needed any sort of confirmation at all

it was just nice to see before my eyes

what a great love i have now

much greater

a love so great it put every page to shame in that old journal

i was so nieve about love then

it wasn't real

i honestly thought my life was over on the last page i read..

....but the truth was

it hadn't even started yet

i have a sweet warm smile to come to now

those arms that hold me with every ounce of care

 lips that speak kind words to me instead of words that hurt

i have it all

i have everything that i never knew i always wanted

and it feels good