love is worth risking

water for elephants or stupid,crazy,love?

that was the question tonight and what did i choose you ask?

.................

water for elephants of course!

im sure stupid,crazy,love is great and i plan to watch it also

but i was looking for a tear jerker

he loves her

kind of movie

but i just couldn't get over the fact that "the forty year old virgin" was lead actor in stupid,crazy,love

so i begged to differ on that one.

love is worth risking

i love story lines that warm my heart and make me thankful to have such a great guy in my life

and even if you haven't found that special someone yet, those kind of movies give you hope that he is out there

waiting just for you

 giving you peace of mind that someday

he will love you

my favorite part in the movie was when..

oh wait i can't tell you that!

and water for elephants really hit home with me

it made me wonder do we sometimes try to make our lives seem like an illusion

somewhat like in a circus?

i don't even know why that thought came to mind while i was watching it

i tend to dig deep while im watching a movie and i pick apart things in the movie

alot of people tend to overlook i guess

but sometimes i think we try to camoflage what is really going on under our thick shielded skin

we try to dress ourselves in elaborate layers of jewels hoping to hide the unhappiness we feel or maybe the

hurt we cannot bear to share with the world.

it makes you realize its sometimes an ugly/beautiful life

and all this will make sense after you watch the movie of course.

i snuck jovi inside tonight because it is freezing outside

so i turned on my heated mattress pad garrett bought me

"gotta keep my girl warm"

he really does take good care of me

i love him for that

and i pulled out jovis kitty bed she loves so much

she really is spoilt rotten

i think this is all for tonight im too tired to even listen to nikki rant